Finally…besides of being bz and boring all the time…
I got addicted to “We Got Married” and I think this show is begin to take away all of my stress.
The worst thing is…when I am being so addicted to the show…suddenly I have to wait for 2 weeks and that’s mean it will take more than 2 weeks since I need to wait for the translation…Wargh!!!
I’ll miss my fav. couple until then…
when everyone is so into the “A” and Anbi couples…(they’re good just not my fav.)
I preferer Alshin and Joongbo couples…why?
because i think every one of them represent myself…how?
Let’s me begin with Alex…
I am a person who like to create a good atmosphere around me…to have one, I’ll try my best to make everyone happy. Even if not everyone can accept it I just hope no one is hurt. Some people think I’m trying too hard to impress everyone, some think that I am pretending to be good…some even say to me…”you don’t have to do that, just be yourself.” Everytime people telling me to be myself, I’ll end up ask them…”be my self? tell me which one is me?” (like I have a lot of personality hahaha). People say that it’s easy for me to get hurt, but still there is nothing I can do about it coz this is who I am. I prefer doing the best when I have the chance to do so. Will I change? is this the real me? I don’t know, but if my love convert into numbers…I’ll use all of the numbers until none is left. For me it’s much better to do something than nothing. So, I think Alex represent me when he’s trying to do anything for Shinae to make sure that she is happy…even when people keep saying that’s not real or he might change still for me he is doing his best when he have the chance.
Now we move to Shinae, Since I’m always trying to do the best I can, I use to get hurt…even friends hurt me sometimes…so when getting hurt is already part of me, I keep telling myself that I need to be careful. Whenever my heart started to beat differently, I’ll build a wall to my heart. I’ll make sure that this feeling won’t hurt me, I might trying to avoid that person. Friends says it’s not good playing hard to get…the truth is I’m afraid to be hurt again. All I need is time and build hope inside of me. I believe Shinae might face the same things too so this is why I think Shinae represent me.
So what Hwang Bo have to do with representing me…I’m not an
and of coz I’m not a person who talk something harsh that’s not me…but I’m a person who talk and laugh louder infront of the person who I feel comfortable with. Friends of me (most of them are guys) use to say ” because I feel comfortable when talking to you, I almost forgot that you’re a girl.” 
That’s hurt…but I got used to it so I guess it’s ok now. I guess I know what kind of person Hwang Bo are. She might have the laugh and the smile that everyone thought she might have no worries at all, but deep inside of her she’s loosing the real her and no one really care…(well at least that’s what I feel).
And finally, Hyun Joong…I’m not that bright, but I have something in common with him…since I talk freely and jokes around…people tend to think that I’m thoughtless. When I give them a blank look they think I’m not listening or not interested…the truth is I don’t know how to react, I might write everything I feel in a long phrase but I can’t show or express well my feelings. Even when I’m hurt it will take me several hours to show how I feel. I just don’t know how to react…friends says I have less feeling. Other than that, I’m a little bit kind of detailed…things that I need to do…I have to write it down and make sure I’ve complete it on time. I’m not perfectionist, just because I need my good sleep so I have to do so. My brother use to complaint how detailed I am and he think I’m an 
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What make me love this couples…because of their awkwardness…
For me, a relationship that start with awkwardness is real…because I don’t stand and say I like you in front of the person that I think I like…I’ll start with awkwardness…I can’t talk, smile, laugh, eat or even breath properly infront of that person…I’ll think is this right, is it ok to do this, should I say this and that, what will he think…so many question come up and none of them I can answer but still I have to go on.
When I feel awkward around that person…what did I think?
I think I like You…
